Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Tag Tuesday becomes Momo Monday
Saturday, November 8, 2014
A Very Sleepy Saturday
Tuesday, November 4, 2014
Day Eight: Otome Tuesday
So I don't have a large enough following to have a tag for today. I also don't have time to record anything. Typically, I would record a short video and link the Youtube video here, but having been sick and whatnot has really put me behind the ball this week. That gives you all time to send me ideas first my first tag.
In the meantime, lets look at a game i originally intended to be a joke review: My Forged Wedding Party. Its a Japanese otome game, which means, basically, that it is a dating Sim. This particular game is for android and ios, free to play with in game purchases and super addictive.
I didn't expect to like the game. The story, admittedly, is easy to figure out so the in game choices are also easy. The main character, a woman just dumped by her fiancé, is a weak character overall, but she has moments that make her at least likable. The male suitors are all very cliché and predictable if one is familiar with Japanese troupes from manga and anime. In fact, the story portion of the game plays just like a shojou manna or anime (shojou is the genre typically popular with young women). You only get to read so 5 short chapters a day unless you want to pay real money, but it does help pace someone like myself between breaks at work and whatnot. You can earn in game money by doing wife battles. They auto battle so there is no real strategy. Or anything if the like in the game, but it is addicting regardless.
The real fun comes from the in game events, avatar items and home decor. Getting things for my character and my house is the number one priority when j play this game! I have come close to spending real money on it but always talk myself down, thankfully.
The game can be a little glitch, as I have noted all phone games to be, so i CAN get over any frustrations there. I do dislike some of the weak choices of the MC, but it is a Japanese styled game, and they have a much different cultures than us which must be taken into account. The avatar items and house items are cute as is all of the art. If you like Japanese shojou them i definitely recommend this game.
Monday, November 3, 2014
Day Seven: Momo Monday...kinda
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Day Six: Sushi Sunday
Saturday, November 1, 2014
Day Five: twenty one pilots
So on this sleepy Saturday, I am going to talk a little about my diagnosis and twenty one pilots. I saw them at a panic!at the disco concert in august and was unsure how I felt. I liked the song Car Radio and House of Gold was fine, but I had never really been into rap before so I was still torn. My friend bought their CD and lent it to me. I was obsessed. My sister soon grew tired of me listening to them, but I couldn't get enough. I needed them. They understood my depression and more in ways my friends and family just couldn't.
And then I was diagnosed with bipolar. I was shocked. I had gone in to talk about my joint issues and asked if the pain could cause . she gave me some tests and said I was bipolar. I went to the specialist and she agreed, taking in some anxiety issues as well. Needless to say, I was angry and scared, mostly scared. I was scared of treatment. I was scared of becoming a different person. I was scared I didn't know myself. That CD became so much more important to me. "Am I the only one i know/waging my wars behind my face and above my throat/shadows will scream that I'm alone/but I know we've made it this far, kid." That line helped me find the ability to ask for help. I wanted to get better. I was tired of wanting to die or sleep or of my mood swings. I wanted to be better. So I agreed to try medication.
I don't advocate it for everyone. And I definitely don't to think that their music tells people to go on pills, but it has worked for me when counseling did not . The mix of their understanding and my doctor's use of low doses of mood stabilizers has balanced me, and I feel much better.
I want to write them a thank you card. I bought one, and I hope that I will be able to write something to them. I will always be stronger when I listen to their music. They helped me save myself. And for that, I will always be grateful.




